my feelings is like.. why?? life is so harD??
We worry this worry that, at the end of the day?? what we get?? nothing!!

Life is really hard, I really numb to get hurt anymore.
Previously I'm a person that with no confident, now I look to be confident... but I'm not...

Previously I'm look like an optimistic person, yeah.. I'm currently as well.. But.. 60 % is not real.
Actually I really feel so hurt and hopeless..

I studied so hard, at the end of the day SPM sucks!
I dunno what happened..><

I tried so hard to treat her well~
at the end of the day... I get the same answer..
So? this is life??

PETER!!! Actually I'm so damn emo.. Today.. they saw my dream girl. they say.. she is with her friend and two boys... I asked her just now.. 'wei my friend say u date with boys o.. hor!!' .. she replied.. ' o... I dun mind' ... I laughed.. so.. why do you mind to go out with me??
fuuu.. why I'm always the one who get ignore?? Peter.. i think to success... we must.. becum bad!! very bad!! so girls only like..><...

Chu YH.. you always ask me why dun gv up..
now.. i answer you..
She gave me a beyond ordinary feels.. A feels that I feel so comfortable ... so nice.. and is just you can't stop to have it... is just like.. Child.. when a little boy like ice cream.. he will always ask for it..
In fact.. I dunno why.. I still don't give up... despite so many of negative sign..
I think is LOVE that give me to uphold...
If you ask me the same question.. I will tell you.. I will continue!!.. because.. I really like her.. is that simple..

 执子之手，与子偕老。<<<I just want 50% of this :(

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