Monday, 21 May 2012

Awful night

Yups definitely a very awful night for me... What does happen just let it be...

This is all about christianity. What is good about christianity?? it is beyond theory.... beyond religion... love... everything...

When im really down, I dunno what to do.... this song come in....


【你一直都在】
詩集:約書亞07-打開眾城門,16

天上的雲,飄著你的溫柔,
那道彩虹,訴說著你的承諾,
日落天空,畫出你的傑作,
說不出的感動,一切為了我,
你的手在我脆弱的時候,
緊握我的手,溫暖我,
有誰能改變我們的愛,
難道是困苦是患難,
我相信過去現在你不曾離開,
你為我跨越了障礙,
為了我罪犧牲自己,
到現在我才明白,
你不曾離開,你一直都在。

it is a christian song (I cant find the song via youtube..@@.. will upload ASAP)..
Meaningful and touching... This song.. is just like touches my heart... and I feel God... is with me when I really needed. @@ Is like... "Son, I will always be with u.. when you're weak."

When I tried to think over and over again... this song come in..

雖有千人仆倒
  詞、曲:Welvar Kauntu/中譯:高安妮、周巽光
詩歌來源:異象工場(約書亞)/上帝能夠專輯(大衛帳幕的榮耀6)
我的心中 不再失落 因祢的慈愛永存在
在我一生中的每個時刻 祢從不曾離開我
雖然天空完全黑暗 烏雲充滿我的眼光
面對著風浪 一切的困難
祢從不曾離開我 與我同在
雖然有千人仆倒 在我身旁
祢仍是我生命唯一救主
雖然有萬人仆倒 在我的右邊
我不至動搖 因耶穌仍同在
祢與我同在 祢與我同在 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rujsub6bP4I  

another christian song.. but just take a look at the lyrics... it is just like WOW..O.O..
What I can say is.. I REAlly appreciate, I have a such a lovely father in heaven that really loves me...

Thanks lord father!!

Thursday, 17 May 2012

19 years drought

We were good in the past.. but now.. I dunno what happen. 

Do a music student use to be very emotions? 
Do they think the whole damn world only they got the most stress??
Do they think music is everything, other than musical. will like.."Dont Fxxking ask me to touch it'??
Do they think they are the queen in the house??

A very honored BA(hons) Contemp music 80k 'emotion-ful' musicians is staying opposite my room, and she can yell at me , shout at me, order me... watever she damn fxxking want it..!!! She can treat you so well today and show you black face next seconds, even her lovely father and mother, is scared of her!..
This is what I against for, Who are you ?? you look like so GOD-DAMnED BIG!! 
I'm not your maid, you employee, your servant, your dog!!.. If you want something go to use your both hand to have it!!! do not always use "Im training you to treat your future wife" Fxxx OFF!!!... 

One more scolding for no reason... I will show how man am I..!!!!..
=,=...

*TO READERS WHO READ THIS BLOG*

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Dun tell anyone la noob!!..XD

PLs ar!! dun tell out.. 

I want punch sand bag.. now!!!!!!

19 yearsdrought

Monday, 7 May 2012

Miss it..

Its been a few months that we didnt really talk. I miss you so....

These few months, I never stop to miss you. I know i shouldn't, but i just cant.

I remember that the first time your tears drop for me is on 2nd August 2011. My heart so pain, but in this moment, I miss it. It shows concern, care and importance.

I remember the first impression that I saw you, I tell myself inside my heart, " WOW, different with sister!!"
But i regret what i said. I should said, WoW,, better than sis! You are so pure, so lovely, no intention. I just love the simple as u are.

I remember the time that I stay at hospital. I suffered a long time gastric infection. You tried so hard to make me feel better.. I just feel so great. because your concern.

I am just a simple man. I just want easy concern.. easy care..

My commitment to you is I will wait till the day that you willing to choose me. I will wait and wait and wait...


~ MY HEART WILL ONLY GO ON FOR YOU ~