life?

What is life?......
LIFE?  is short ...
could be meaningful.. or.. meaningless...


Why human need to live on this earth? ya, bible tell us to protect and take good care of this earth...
But... when the population is increasing... COMPETITION is the main threat here..
We fight for future , fight for property, fight for wealth...*sigh* just fight for anything LA..!!! EVEN LOVE we also fight~ Sounds so childish....

I have a dream. I dreamed to be a Billionaire. I want to help the poor. I want to use the money to help people that with talent to reach his or her goals.

But..... how long can i stand with all the pressure, hopeless, bad thoughts ... is coming towards me?


the one who i love the most... pierce my heart like hell...
BUT what i can say is?..what i can say is... no matter how it been.. how you changed? i never stop to give my heart to you.. I'll never give up..:)
I want her, i dream of her, i desperate for her; she is my dream and my goal. I will do my best to reach my goal!.. WAIT FOR ME!!...

HAHA.. IM just like a fool... Obviously, she is hurting me.. but i don't mind... this is what LOVE should be...LOVE = SACRIFICE..

I'm really envy that my friends. They have their home business, they can overtake her or his father business easyily. ME? i need to open a business myself~ Many people said that, opening a business is not easy.. bla bla bla..
but.. this is also my dream.. i dream to have a GROUP~ i dream to sit beside Bill Gates one day... I don't want to worry about sufficienT~!!!!!
GOD!!! can I DO IT ??

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I dunno what to say.. i'm so lazy to write a blog.. but i think.. this is a place that really can give me a break and let me vent out all my secret....
I'm doubted... i dunno.. what ? she is thinking... fine.. she say.. we need to keep distance.. and be a normal friends.. so.. not a MERRY CHRISTMAS??

I really feel like shit.. i Tried so hard to do everything and what i get is.. WHAT THE FXXX...

Girls really can change only for one simple sentence of word?
Girls don't or never think how someone sacrificed for her?
GIRLS really only think of physical appearanceS??

GOD!.. 打救我。。

tomorrow.. we gonna met up together.. i BET!!.. she wont PEDULI.. me.. even one seconds...
What can i say? people changes~..:)

I really dunno.. how long i can stand?... i really felt that she got some feeling to me ~!.. but is really 'TIME' problem.. i don't  want to hurt her.. :'(
I keep telling myself.... DONT GIVE UP!... in Fact, I'm Tired...

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