Awful night

Yups definitely a very awful night for me... What does happen just let it be...

This is all about christianity. What is good about christianity?? it is beyond theory.... beyond religion... love... everything...

When im really down, I dunno what to do.... this song come in....

【你一直都在】 詩集：約書亞07-打開眾城門，16 天上的雲，飄著你的溫柔， 那道彩虹，訴說著你的承諾， 日落天空，畫出你的傑作， 說不出的感動，一切為了我， 你的手在我脆弱的時候， 緊握我的手，溫暖我， 有誰能改變我們的愛， 難道是困苦是患難， 我相信過去現在你不曾離開， 你為我跨越了障礙， 為了我罪犧牲自己， 到現在我才明白， 你不曾離開，你一直都在。 it is a christian song (I cant find the song via youtube..@@.. will upload ASAP).. Meaningful and touching... This song.. is just like touches my heart... and I feel God... is with me when I really needed. @@ Is like... "Son, I will always be with u.. when you're weak." When I tried to think over and over again... this song come in.. 雖有千人仆倒  　詞、曲：Welvar Kauntu／中譯：高安妮、周巽光 詩歌來源：異象工場(約書亞)／上帝能夠專輯(大衛帳幕的榮耀6) 我的心中　不再失落　因祢的慈愛永存在 在我一生中的每個時刻　祢從不曾離開我 雖然天空完全黑暗　烏雲充滿我的眼光 面對著風浪　一切的困難 祢從不曾離開我　與我同在 雖然有千人仆倒　在我身旁 祢仍是我生命唯一救主 雖然有萬人仆倒　在我的右邊 我不至動搖　因耶穌仍同在 祢與我同在　祢與我同在 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rujsub6bP4I   another christian song.. but just take a look at the lyrics... it is just like WOW..O.O.. What I can say is.. I REAlly appreciate, I have a such a lovely father in heaven that really loves me... Thanks lord father!!

19 years drought

We were good in the past.. but now.. I dunno what happen. 

Do a music student use to be very emotions? 

Do they think the whole damn world only they got the most stress??

Do they think music is everything, other than musical. will like.."Dont Fxxking ask me to touch it'??

Do they think they are the queen in the house??

A very honored BA(hons) Contemp music 80k 'emotion-ful' musicians is staying opposite my room, and she can yell at me , shout at me, order me... watever she damn fxxking want it..!!! She can treat you so well today and show you black face next seconds, even her lovely father and mother, is scared of her!..

This is what I against for, Who are you ?? you look like so GOD-DAMnED BIG!! 

I'm not your maid, you employee, your servant, your dog!!.. If you want something go to use your both hand to have it!!! do not always use "Im training you to treat your future wife" Fxxx OFF!!!... 

One more scolding for no reason... I will show how man am I..!!!!..

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19 yearsdrought

Miss it..

Its been a few months that we didnt really talk. I miss you so....

These few months, I never stop to miss you. I know i shouldn't, but i just cant.

I remember that the first time your tears drop for me is on 2nd August 2011. My heart so pain, but in this moment, I miss it. It shows concern, care and importance.

I remember the first impression that I saw you, I tell myself inside my heart, " WOW, different with sister!!"
But i regret what i said. I should said, WoW,, better than sis! You are so pure, so lovely, no intention. I just love the simple as u are.

I remember the time that I stay at hospital. I suffered a long time gastric infection. You tried so hard to make me feel better.. I just feel so great. because your concern.

I am just a simple man. I just want easy concern.. easy care..

My commitment to you is I will wait till the day that you willing to choose me. I will wait and wait and wait...


~ MY HEART WILL ONLY GO ON FOR YOU ~

my feelings is like.. why?? life is so harD??
We worry this worry that, at the end of the day?? what we get?? nothing!!

Life is really hard, I really numb to get hurt anymore.
Previously I'm a person that with no confident, now I look to be confident... but I'm not...

Previously I'm look like an optimistic person, yeah.. I'm currently as well.. But.. 60 % is not real.
Actually I really feel so hurt and hopeless..

I studied so hard, at the end of the day SPM sucks!
I dunno what happened..><

I tried so hard to treat her well~
at the end of the day... I get the same answer..
So? this is life??

PETER!!! Actually I'm so damn emo.. Today.. they saw my dream girl. they say.. she is with her friend and two boys... I asked her just now.. 'wei my friend say u date with boys o.. hor!!' .. she replied.. ' o... I dun mind' ... I laughed.. so.. why do you mind to go out with me??
fuuu.. why I'm always the one who get ignore?? Peter.. i think to success... we must.. becum bad!! very bad!! so girls only like..><...

Chu YH.. you always ask me why dun gv up..
now.. i answer you..
She gave me a beyond ordinary feels.. A feels that I feel so comfortable ... so nice.. and is just you can't stop to have it... is just like.. Child.. when a little boy like ice cream.. he will always ask for it..
In fact.. I dunno why.. I still don't give up... despite so many of negative sign..
I think is LOVE that give me to uphold...
If you ask me the same question.. I will tell you.. I will continue!!.. because.. I really like her.. is that simple..

 执子之手，与子偕老。<<<I just want 50% of this :(

加油吧！！

What a day!

超啦!!! 超开心啦！！！XD
从未那么热血过啦！！

今天是她的生日啦~ 好想给他一个无与伦比的开心生日。。 谁知道~ 他奶奶的 UCSI  跟我给他考试！！！。。
咳。。他考试的脸啊。。 真的。。 ><...

无所谓。。为了他。。想做点19 岁该做的事。。XD
原本计划是。。 拿着蛋糕在block c 等的。。

下午 2 时左右。。 我跟他说想见面下啦。。 就5分钟。。 haiz.. 他还是不肯。。 为了让他开心点。。（他考试中是心情差到极点！） 虽然我有点不开心。。 但是都听他的啦。。。
那是啊~ 问 Peter 啦。。我很没心情。。 一直责怪自己没有给他一个快乐的生日。。 心情也差透了！！！。。当时。。 我不懂可以怎么给他惊喜。。我打算放弃算了。。。皇天不负有心人。。。 哈哈哈哈！！！

中午6.30 ， 本来已打算好的。。跟Peter 去夜市。。 就去咯。。打算把书包放去 Peter 车里。。 走着走着。。。 哇靠！！！ 他的车就在 Peter 车旁边。。（因为我不懂是他的室友在她来。。还是他驾车来。。 如果他室友在我就可以拜托她的室友给他。。 我SMS 了她的室友。。 两人就是没回我。。我当时就很灰心。。。 怎知道！！ 远在天边，近在眼前！！）
我便快快的实行我的任务。。 去买了蛋糕。。 再买他爱的。。 XXX 放去他车上。。问题是。。 如果人拿走了怎么办？ 我就跟 PETER 做了超疯狂的事啦！！！ 7.30  开始在哪儿。。 等啊等~ 等他的出现。。！！ 靠！！ 当时真的超紧张啦！！！。。 不懂他会不会接受。。 或者对掉它 》《。。。

8.20 她终于出现了！！！ 他看看那包的东西。。便就驾车离开了。。 虽然没跟他面对面。。 但。。 这已足够了啦！！！

其实我就发信了给她。。 她也挺开心的。。 :)
enough!! that is really enough for me!!

Happy birthday to you..:)


*为你疯狂的青春。。 18/1/2012..

The biggest investment..

Lol...Today.. is a day that I will note down in my book of history..

Lol!! Damn enthusiastic!!

Her birthday is around the corner.. and I dunno what to buy. Recently, a little boy.. borrow her phone and accidently make dirty her phone case.. LOL.. just a little dirt she threw her favorite doraemon phone case.. lol..
So, this is my task..

Today, 16/1/2012. A historical moment for me..!!
My mission impossible today is = buying a phone case with Doraemon for samsung galaxy ace

Why impossible?
cause im those type of person like.. once shopping i feel my leg is broking.. neck is tired.. backbone gonna thorn..XD

Why impossible yet.. still wanna to do?
cause her..><.. I hope my 'big investment' come with good profits..><

How's the journey?
LOL.. at first I dunno where is LAwyat.. i gone to Imbi plaza..XD Then.. I walk like a dumb dumb.. inside the Imbi plaza!..XD..

Finally, I get into Lawyat.. But..I found that.. Lawyat is super big.. WOW! @@..
The magic of L-O-V-E is you never feel tired when you worked hard for her..
I DID GO TO SHOP-BY-SHOP!!..WTH!! who AM I?? LOL!!!... I did run through the whole lawyat to find a limited edition doraemon.. haaiz.. but I didn't get it..IF ANYONE WHO READ MY BLOG KNOW WHERE GOT SELLING SAMSUNG GALAXY ACE WITH DORAEMON PICTURE PLEASE TELL ME!!!

Of course after that super crazy things I did.. I feels like dying.. and for my reward I go into cinema for MISSION IMPOSSIBLE..Ahahahaha..but ALONE..BORED!!

You're the apple of my eye..
I must pray hard that my investment comes back with a good return...><
What A crazy day... I really dunno how to express my feeling..with words..

DO GIVE A TRY TO LAWYAT FIND FOR A PHONE CASE...:)